Day by day

What should I write? During the last three weeks nothing special has happened. Day after day looks same. Night after night I am more and more tired - this is the only difference. My new routine is now nursing and nursing and then nursing some more. Cuddling and cuddling and then trying to catch up with some sleep myself. Yes, the nights are hard and I really forgot how it was with our first one. You forget it so fast! And now again the same and the bad news is it won't change for the next 12 months... I don't know, but maybe I'm too old for that already. I'd love to go out for long walks but the weather this year is so bad. It's cold (now usually no more than 5 to 7C) it's rainy - dark and grey all the time for the whole month. Crazy! But of course I enjoy all the time I spend with my little baby, who is growing so fast. Every afternoon I pack him to the car and we go to pick up Wanda from her daycare. She's so proud of having a baby brother. And she's such a great girl. She's so smart and so clever. Her English is now fantastic. And she learns some Finnish too. She can already count up to ten. So, yes, not much to say just my simple mother's life. But I enjoy it.